I can’t sleep because I miss you so much. This is only my second night away from you and I’m already going crazy. I hate that I get like this. I wish I could just relax and not crave you’re attention or wish you were here holding me.
But, I love you and that’s not me. So I’ll stay awake for the next two nights missing you until you get home.
I’ve never loved someone the way that I love you. No ones happiness has ever been more important than mine until I fell in love with you. Now, it’s all I can think about.
How can I make your day?
What can I do to put a smile on your face?
What can I say to make you laugh?
Today I was depressed because all I wanted was to know that you were happy, but I knew you weren’t. I made you upset and that literally tore me to pieces. I never want to do anything to hurt you again. You’re my whole world. Without you, I’d fall apart.
Tonight will be the first night in over a week that I sleep in my own bed by myself. Just thinking about it makes me sad. I miss my boy already.